LOSING HOPE.

FAMILY <3

At last my life seems to be back on track.
I cant change the past because whats done is done.
My life hasnt been easy but who’s has?
We all have our stories, some worse then others but every story comes with pain and regret.

Its taken me so long to look at the positives of my family being seperated and im only starting to accept that this is the ways its going to be.
Theres not a day that goes by where i dont think if only had done something different, to stop all the hurt and the pain but i can no longer blame myself.
It was out of my control. 

I wish back then i could have been stronger for my family and especially my brother and sister. But time flies by so fast and only time can heal the hurt. 

The past never leaves you but it is up to you when you choose to leave your past.
You cant let the past affect your present, especially when there is so much to look forward too.

Uni first semester has been great, im surrounded with great friends and better yet i have finally saved money to go away on a holiday.

Life isnt easy, its really really hard but you keep pushing and fighting through each day and soon you will leave your past behind and focus on the good things that make you smile :)